Its my heart you're dealing with ...

Welp, things are really starting to tie up around here. My friends are graduating soon, having prom night, outing and other events. I know that when most people graduate high school they're either anxious to get out or super emotional and teary-eyed and cry at graduation and stuff, whatever, but the atmosphere is really .. really weird. As in Hello? I'm still stuck in that school with my unacceptable grades or maybe worse still i might not be able to get promoted and people are celebrating beside me!? I'll definitely shit on them first if I was bird, seriously (-.-) Anyway, i still think that i should back up my studies this holiday. Shopping, playing and stuff its not the time now. I guess i should spent my holidays wisely.