Yeah? I've asked myself am i deceiving myself. Maybe i'm just treating him like 'him' and pretending that he's 'him'. I don't want to but i am trying real hard not to! But whatever it is, there's always something that reminds me of him. I guess im really selfish eh? How i hope one day i'll wake up and forget who's Bryan. I'll do anything to erase him from my mind. I really wished that day could come faster. I did loved him once, i did loved him before but now .. i just couldn't love anymore. I know i love him, i really do, but i can't fight anymore for him. Im sick and tired of it. Seeing the one you love, ignoring  you, calling someone else baby etc. The first thing came to my mind was 'What the fuck!?' Especially when he says that; we can still be friends, that is just like having your mum say "Your dog is dead, but you can still keep it". Bloody hell because of him, i hate sweet talks! It somehow just gave me a kind of feeling like im having goosebumps. Alright, enough of him. For now, i will be concentrating on Angpeiyang! I did managed to move on .... im getting used to the days without him. So now i'll just continue my fairytale .. Today had a great day with my Peiyang ♥. This morning i met him for breakfast at mac then went to slack with Darren and Nicole around my house. 9am they all went to my house and somehow i felt that my house will be turning upside down soon but luckily it didn't. So its obvious i didn't attend school today (._.') Darren and Nicole look after my house for me, and i went to Amk hub with bby. Bought a couple ring at couple lab which cost $88! I just stood there and think .... "When will i be able to pay by myself" Lolols. Went to watched 'Rio' after that. Daddy came back early so Darren and  Nicole passed the key to my daddy. Trained to Bishan to help paperheart collect her rings and trained back to Khatib with and had late lunch? early dinner? with bby (><) Bby accompany me cab back to Yishun and i go find Yapyi and went back home together ♥ What a busy day.