Day 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst of times

I don't know really know who to talk about. I don't have much friend so i'll just be writing about me for this? Since i'm still 16 there's still many things out there i've not seen. Although i've been through many ups and down, but im still able to stand up on my own. Yes, they say life is not a waste as long as there's someone out there caring for you .. but not too much, it may lead to misunderstandings. I'm still very grateful for those who've been there for me all the times, i really appreciate it. Oh, and not long ago, i just found out something that really shattered my heart .. He's lying for the past thirty days. He fooled me again and again, beating around the bush .. and in the end, all that is actually just a wonderful story made up by him. Just one fine day, he spoiled everything. When im on the verge of letting go .. he just somehow ruined everything. I said this once, "Even thou the walls that you built makes me fall, i will still try to get to the other side. I won't leave because i know, once we were sitting on the wall together" But now ... after so long, all those rain broke the walls into two .. we won't be able to sit on the wall together again. Now im sick enough die, that's what i can say now. I really feel like locking myself in my room .. and ignore what's happening outside. Isn't that a better way?