Its the 4th day already ... I wonder why i just hate myself when i know the truth. No matter how much he detest me, how harsh he said those things to me .. i just couldn't get myself to hate him. This is like a funniest joke ever happen to me. I really regretted .. i should have treat him better but now he's gone forever. I let him leave without even knowing that my chains are loose .. i couldn't chain him back now. He already found what he've been looking for in her that he couldn't find in me .. When you see him smile and know that it is not for you, that is when it'll really hurts .. I just miss his smiles )': Its funny that tears are still falling but i think its worth it .. because i still love him. Each drop of tears just represent how much i love him. That girl is really fortunate, she got such a good guy that really love her a lot .. Please treat him well uh )': Don't ever break his heart .. You'll never find someone who will do such noble things for you .. I wonder if he's really happy now .. ? (你幸福嗎? ...) I know, if you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy ... even if they're not with you. Although i've been told to move on, even if its a million times, i just want you to know i'll be waiting for you.. because its worth it..