Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

This came out today when i accidentally saw my ex boyfriend messages in my old phone last night. So i guess i'll talk about him .. Hmm,we shared many memories together and i'd always listen to him as long as he is happy. Its only a short one month, but whenever i walked pass the places we've been before, there's many flashback. When he kept bringing out the past, not caring about how hurt i felt, how i had to control those fucking tears so many damn times. Then he ended everything, just because i wasn't understanding enough and also he trusted all those nonsense that his friends said to him! He don't give a damn to my reasons and explanations. Now he seems to be carrying on with his life happily with another girl after the day he ended everything. Then not long ago he said he regret and we should get back together. Even though he said that he went to look for another girls to test whether i'll be jealous ? But that's totally bullshit. When he have nobody else to look for, you remember me. zzz, Stop using me as your tools ! I've been trying so hard to forget about everything, and now you said you regret. You told all your friends that i'm not related to you anymore on that fucking day, and also shouted 'break lahs' merely infront of me. And all those cruel messages you sent ... how am i going to swallow all this without a word coming out !? I've learn my lesson, i'm not gonna be a stupid girl anymore. Let bygones be bygones. I've thrown away everything between us. Now im not related to you anymore. I'm happy enough if you could just disappear in my life. Im happy with him and my life now, and don't you dare to make any changes to it !
(Please don't ask who this is)

Back to today, kinda busy with my things so didn't text bby all the way till late afternoon and im so sorry. But now he's busy with his event things ): Nevermind, he text me that he'll compensate (rou ting is very pretty :D : lolols, typed by her suddenly) with a call later. Anyway, happy belated 2nd month anniversary ♥ Went for dinner with routing, roushan and my sis just now, they really cheered me up aye. Oh, someone invited me to a block event at 216 yesterday night. Don't know whether i should go a not, well .. will think about that again. So that's all.