Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

I don't want to talk about it anymore, i just hope you'll know who you are when you read this. In fact, im sick and tired of your lies and bullshits. I put in all my trust in you, telling you all my secrets and everything else. But you never fails to backstab me over and over again. I really don't understand ! Where am i wrong !? Did i ever get you into troubles before? I've always listen to you, give you everything that you want ... and i never ask for anything back. I've always let you copy my homework, treat you during recess and even accompany you to stay back for recess to rush your homeworks. And after that incident, i don't think i can trust you anymore .. You made me cried almost everyday even in class! With all those .. disturbing me, i can't even concentrate in class. You still got the face to act innocent and pretend nothing had happen when i already know its you !? I really hate that bloody face of you. I cannot do anything but just tolerate. All i wish was to stop all these. Don't you feel guilty or something ? Did you gain anything from all these, to see me ended up like this .. you're very happy right? Laugh all you want now ! From now onwards, i won't care about you anymore. Stop shedding crocodile tears and going around telling others, asking for their sympathy. Im enough of it already. And these three years ... was it true? Who knows what you've done behind. I don't know ... Just get a life please ! Think about what you're doing now.


(A Replied Letter)
I've saw that post you've written. Im not angry because its my fault. I know how useless i am to make you cry. And .. if you see this, i just wanted to say sorry, very sorry about everything. Im so busy with my studies and cca's that i dont really have much time left. My parents didn't give me a lot freedom because my exams was near. I swear i waited for you that day, but my phone battery was dead. I sms and called before that, but i couldn't reach you .. I waited for you outside Breadtalk for around thirty minutes but i couldn't find you anywhere.

( I just want you to know that i really want you as my best friend, i swear. Im really sorry about that day .. I know i broke my promise that i'll accompany you but i really didn't know how to compensate. Its already too late when i found out that you were angry. You didn't reply and text me for many days. In fact, we lost contact after that. But im so happy when you suddenly called me out that day. Without even thinking i agreed to it. And because you're younger than me i've always treated you like a sister. You're a brave girl, you won't shed your tears easily rights? I just hope we could go out like last time? Just like when i first know Qimin. )