Day 1 - Your best friend

Since im just a small girl, living on Earth for 15years so far? So there's many many things i've yet to understand. I've always felt that im the extra one in other's eye. I've always treated those peoples around as my friends. No matter who, as long as they laugh and talks to me they're considered my friends. But sometimes no one really understood me .. I've realised that things are not as simple as it look. People changed, you'll never know which bitch will stab you in the back the very next day, masking their true identity in fake smiles.. Its painful to see your close one's leaving you one by one. I never wanted anything back in return after so much things i've embraced, i just want them to continue laughing and talks to me forever but after all, its a lie. It really hurts when you heard it yourself on the phone in the same line. Even though we've been through three years together, i've never expected all those things happening behind my back. We used to be so close together .. We've always shared things between  us, called each other to chat, laugh at each other stupidness and care for each other safety. I still remember that i'll always hold her hands when we're crossing the road. Because she really walk that slow that a car might really just hit anytime.. All this flashback really bring tears in my eyes. Sometimes at night i'll lie to myself, that things will be back to normal when i wake up the next morning. Im just being naive. Someone once told me that true friends are not bought by money but with time and heart. I've always believed in that .. but now, i dont understand anymore. Now then i noticed that i dont have a best friend, who i can share my secrets and talks to. I've always asked god, why is this world so unfair to me? Fml.

Anyway, i've found another short story just now. Its a tragedy i would say. Its really sad when your loved one leave you. But have you ever thought about that there may be a painful reason behind it? Read this and you will understand (:

Story - #2
Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company...

"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"
One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!

Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.
"The End."

(A tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money but love is divine. In our quest for our material wealth, take time to make time for our loved ones. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to.)

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